GoodBye My Little Friend......

3rdNovember2010..the day dat I cry 4 da lose one of my friend.....juz shock to hear she leaves us already...may her soul rest in peace.... AMEN.

MAYBE

One of My Favorite Songs...

New Semester~Semester 6 (Year 2)

Hari ne hari Ahad..esok pula hari Isnin dah..bersamaan dengan tarikh 18hbOktober2010,bermakna bermulalah sudah semester baru iaitu sem 6..hee..x sabar n nervous pun ada..ceh,macam x biasa sy ne..hahahaha..yalah kan,new sem means new attitude lah..x mau lagi malas2 macam sem2 lepas.(padahal rasanya malas juga ne nanti..hehe..).Apapun sem ne len dari sem2 yg lepas coz hanya ada 2 subjek jak! yeppi..!! Tp mesti hard la subjek ne..Legal Procedure n OSH..hope sy more rajin than last sem..AMEN. I think a lot of changes In myself..coz my wound still not heal 100%..huhu..I hope diz sem can bring more happiness n joyness to me..Having a daily life with my frenz,my "Nocturnal" n also my beloved family eventhough they are so far away from me..Juz remember what my mum said to me "belajar rajin2 ah Illa"..bagus2 ko d sana..Ok mum,i'll do the best juz 4 u n our family..I'll make u proud of me! I also hoping that I would not buang masa n membazir duit lagi..huhu,i try..I want saving my money 4 da future,dun want be pokai anymore.sengsara oh..paksa pinjam duit dari org..tp duit yg hilang dengan cepat tu bkn sy p shopping but pay the debt lo..more to Dg broadband..diz month abiz dah hutang..mau bayar full supaya xda beban lagi nanti..mind pun free...

Anyway,STUDY COMES FIRST sames as FAMILY COMES FIRST!

Aku Jealous Kah???

huhu..x taw cmna mau start ne..sejak dua menjak ne cemburu tu makin kuat kat dalam diri ne.Bila nampak c dia komen kat status pmpuan,len pula rasa dah,sakit aty ne..law boleh nak ja bagitaw kat dia yg sy x ska la..huhu..but,xpa la pendamkan ja kat aty ne..maybe sy jak yg terlampau emo n jelez (kali la...).I admit,bila nampak ja komen tu trasa bengang sgt..huhu.Mood pun brubah truz..sampai dia perasan sy cam xda mud..Dia tanya mesej "kenak syg cam xda mud jak?"Sy juz say xda la..xmok mgaku(hihi..tp dlm aty Tuhan jak yg taw).Yala,ada sebab sy jelez...coz I know da past ma...

Semalam syg tanya sy camne,"Ktk nyesal x gerek ngan kmk?"..Huiyo,punya tkejut sy dia tanya begitu..Then I answer to him..No,y ask like dat?Dia kata diri dia byk kekurangan,x layak jd gerek org dgn perangainya yg kinek tok...Huhu..len suda sy rasa oh...mcm mau nangis jak..then I said to him I love da way u are...Nobody perfect..

2 Become 1...

24thAugust2010.....declare with him after a long time waiting...huhu...since Semester 4.. lama sudah ada feeling dgn dia..tp sembunyikan..until 1 day,he n me become a COUPLE...huhu.. mcm x percaya jak..love is around..He is Sarawakian boy n I'm Sabahan woman..hehe..Ber "kamek'', ber "kitak" sy dengan dia..n kadang2 "syg"..tp mostly kami guna sy n kamu if face 2 face..lom biasa gik mau guna syg2 tu..hihi..

With him,i got green light from my family..hehe..especially from my mum..my mum said 2 me,gud la if ada kerjaya suda..hihi..pandai kan sy membodek mum sy..from his family,i think got green light oso..(i think so..)I oredy met his sister on 4thSeptember2010 at Shah Alam.Nervous juga tym tu..tp wat2 cool jak la..b4 balik hostel,his sista sempat pesan dengan sy,"jaga bek2 yin ar...",then I answer "okay"..^_^..Siap hug lagi tu..Sweet ka?hehehe..rasanya,hubungan ne kekal ka?sy takut if nanti berjauhan byk masalah yg akan timbul..huhu..dah la x lama gik mau p praktikal sudah..dia minta dekat Sarawak,sy pula dekat Sabah or Selangor..huhu..i hope he got same posting place with me..hehe..bcoz lama bha tu x tjumpa (9 months). Abiz praktikal baru tjumpa,pastu praktikal presentation. Then,pastu tama pengajian kat MUCH ne..balik negeri masing2.Dia balik LUNDU,SARAWAK..Sy pula balik BEAUFORT,SABAH. Xtaw la mcmna nanti tu ar.. anyway,I hope diz relation continue 4eva..^_^
Love u syg...

3 doors down - here without you

The Best Of Akademi Fantasia (Linda-Leaving On A Jet Plane)

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go

I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm ...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

But I'm leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
(Leaving) On a jet plane

Timbaland ft. Katy Perry - If We Ever Meet Again (Lyrics Video)

If We Ever Meet Again

If diz song say I'll never be da same if we ever meet again won't let u go away if we ever meet again..but, I say I'll never be da same if we ever meet again bcoz I'm change..I never talk to  U ever again..huahua..I'll make u sad n cry lyk a river..Bluek!! That "M" are really gud actor ba..mcm c tae2 jak..If got award 4 da bez crying actor,he are really fit 4 dat! LOL..Dulu nanges depan sa,mo balik ma sa..tapi bila sa trima dia balik,dia pula wat perangai... alasan dia,dia kena bagi warning ngan Bro sumandak dia yg nda sedar diri (diz young gal penah ckp ngan sa yg dia xkan rendahkan diri utk lelaki,tp dia xsedar yg dia dah rendahkan diri utk c M tu..huhu) dah bagi warning supaya jaga adik dia bek2..Uwek! Huhu,I admit dat tym my ginawo are so oruol (mcm luka yg kena letak air limau ne)..mang myakitkan..tp lepas 2 hari pastu ok suda sa..^_^.. Sa sms dia,sa ckp kita jadi kawan yg buli share problem.. (tp sebenarnya sa ckp jak tue,bukannya btul2 pun)....


After several months,he col me at midnite (around 12.30am-1.00am)..I saw dat number lyk familiar (I oredy delete his number from my contacts)..then I realise it was his number..I can't pick up,so I ask my fren to answer it..WTH! He want to talk with me jugak..then I said to my fren I couldn't(dlm hati masi simpan revenge~I call it SWEET REVENGE)..Pastu,sa suru kawan sa tu putuskan talian tu..Then a few minute,he col again,then once again I ask my fren to answer it..Once again,WTH he said he want to talk with me b4 he die..Adoi nah,panipu basar eh.. Antara dialog dia ngan kawan sa tu, "aku mau mati suda ne,mau ckp ma c Jes,kirim salam ma c Jes aa... Fcuk betul ne kusai,mau mati baru mo cari aku la.. mana kunu dia punya Gf????
Then,i msg him.."Watpa ko cari sa..mana gf ko?Mkn ubat la..ingat tuhan,family ngan gf ko..k,take care"..


I told my mum bout dat..then my mum say "jan ko layan dia lagi,x bagus tue..napa ko nda cakap p mati la..(wah,tkazut sa mum pandai ckp gitu..hmm,maybe mum betul2 x ska ma c "M" tue).
After a week,mum ask me to change my number..I told my mum I couldn't coz my number are U.O.X number..murah ba..


My dad penah bg msg to me,he ask me to break up with dat guy coz he said he know c "M" are bad guy..Tym ne kami masi kapel & sa memang 100% in with him..Bila baca msg tu memang oruol ginawo sa..huhu..budu eh..
Tapi,xpa la...Kwn sa ckp,we meet the wrong person b4 finally meet the right person..(Mr. Right)..

"The 1 who left U,will desire U back!!!"

My Happiness..

Being Happy

Double Happiness 

My Face With Big Smile...^__^

~ Dear God ~

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God (video)

Love.Life.Laugh.

Love.Life.Laugh.:


~❤~

10 Facts about me;

1) I ❤ to make people laugh..i'm happy to see people laugh..

2) I ❤ Pink,Green,Black n Purple.

3) I ❤ shopping..

4) I'm chubby..:D

5) I ❤ gansau..hihi

6) I ❤ reading novel

7) I ❤ quotes..

8) I ❤ my BFF

9) Sometimes I'm kindda sensitive person..huhu

10) I ❤ to cook..(eventhough not terror..^_^)

Diz is me...^_^

~call me iLLa n my fRens call me Jez.. ~ im pure Dusun.. ~ i luv my family... ~ im a sensitive person.. ~i ❤ to make people laugh... I'm so happy       when see their smile n laugh... ~ im not perfect..but i truly accept myselF                          and i love myself!! i ThnX Him 4 there way i am 2day.. ~ tryin so haRd 2 be a betteR person every singLe day.. ~I am wat I am... ~I believe the Existence of God..                                                                                                                       ~ ❤ ~

I.L.L.A

What are the meaning of L.O.V.E????

What Does Love Mean?

To me, love is a miracle. I love having this feeling towards this special someone. Love is something you can't explain... When you love someone, you'll do anything and everything to make them happy. God gave us the gift of love, and I'm so thankful for that! God Bless:) 

 >>Love is family and friends. >>Love is my life. >>Love is sacrifice .>>Love is something you can't explain. Love is something that comes from the heart and you can feel it.... >>Love is Jesus.>>Love is Sacrifice! Jesus sacrificed for us on the cross because he loved us!>>The existence of Universe is because of love. Love can make world a heaven. Loving means forgiving fault not finding faults. Love makes impossible into possible. True love is never selfish. Without trust love is not complete. >> It's a meeting of 2 hearts. >>Love is a great feeling to have! You can't see it but you can feel it. If you like someone go for them-- then you'll feel the true feeling of L-O-V-E. 

Sapa yg myayangi anda???

Da feeling when i'm wit my
lovely family...^_^

LOVE is..............UNEXPLAINABLE........ OR IS IT? YOU TELL ..