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New Semester~Semester 6 (Year 2)

Hari ne hari Ahad..esok pula hari Isnin dah..bersamaan dengan tarikh 18hbOktober2010,bermakna bermulalah sudah semester baru iaitu sem 6..hee..x sabar n nervous pun ada..ceh,macam x biasa sy ne..hahahaha..yalah kan,new sem means new attitude lah..x mau lagi malas2 macam sem2 lepas.(padahal rasanya malas juga ne nanti..hehe..).Apapun sem ne len dari sem2 yg lepas coz hanya ada 2 subjek jak! yeppi..!! Tp mesti hard la subjek ne..Legal Procedure n OSH..hope sy more rajin than last sem..AMEN. I think a lot of changes In myself..coz my wound still not heal 100%..huhu..I hope diz sem can bring more happiness n joyness to me..Having a daily life with my frenz,my "Nocturnal" n also my beloved family eventhough they are so far away from me..Juz remember what my mum said to me "belajar rajin2 ah Illa"..bagus2 ko d sana..Ok mum,i'll do the best juz 4 u n our family..I'll make u proud of me! I also hoping that I would not buang masa n membazir duit lagi..huhu,i try..I want saving my money 4 da future,dun want be pokai anymore.sengsara oh..paksa pinjam duit dari org..tp duit yg hilang dengan cepat tu bkn sy p shopping but pay the debt lo..more to Dg broadband..diz month abiz dah hutang..mau bayar full supaya xda beban lagi nanti..mind pun free...

Anyway,STUDY COMES FIRST sames as FAMILY COMES FIRST!

Aku Jealous Kah???

huhu..x taw cmna mau start ne..sejak dua menjak ne cemburu tu makin kuat kat dalam diri ne.Bila nampak c dia komen kat status pmpuan,len pula rasa dah,sakit aty ne..law boleh nak ja bagitaw kat dia yg sy x ska la..huhu..but,xpa la pendamkan ja kat aty ne..maybe sy jak yg terlampau emo n jelez (kali la...).I admit,bila nampak ja komen tu trasa bengang sgt..huhu.Mood pun brubah truz..sampai dia perasan sy cam xda mud..Dia tanya mesej "kenak syg cam xda mud jak?"Sy juz say xda la..xmok mgaku(hihi..tp dlm aty Tuhan jak yg taw).Yala,ada sebab sy jelez...coz I know da past ma...

Semalam syg tanya sy camne,"Ktk nyesal x gerek ngan kmk?"..Huiyo,punya tkejut sy dia tanya begitu..Then I answer to him..No,y ask like dat?Dia kata diri dia byk kekurangan,x layak jd gerek org dgn perangainya yg kinek tok...Huhu..len suda sy rasa oh...mcm mau nangis jak..then I said to him I love da way u are...Nobody perfect..

2 Become 1...

24thAugust2010.....declare with him after a long time waiting...huhu...since Semester 4.. lama sudah ada feeling dgn dia..tp sembunyikan..until 1 day,he n me become a COUPLE...huhu.. mcm x percaya jak..love is around..He is Sarawakian boy n I'm Sabahan woman..hehe..Ber "kamek'', ber "kitak" sy dengan dia..n kadang2 "syg"..tp mostly kami guna sy n kamu if face 2 face..lom biasa gik mau guna syg2 tu..hihi..

With him,i got green light from my family..hehe..especially from my mum..my mum said 2 me,gud la if ada kerjaya suda..hihi..pandai kan sy membodek mum sy..from his family,i think got green light oso..(i think so..)I oredy met his sister on 4thSeptember2010 at Shah Alam.Nervous juga tym tu..tp wat2 cool jak la..b4 balik hostel,his sista sempat pesan dengan sy,"jaga bek2 yin ar...",then I answer "okay"..^_^..Siap hug lagi tu..Sweet ka?hehehe..rasanya,hubungan ne kekal ka?sy takut if nanti berjauhan byk masalah yg akan timbul..huhu..dah la x lama gik mau p praktikal sudah..dia minta dekat Sarawak,sy pula dekat Sabah or Selangor..huhu..i hope he got same posting place with me..hehe..bcoz lama bha tu x tjumpa (9 months). Abiz praktikal baru tjumpa,pastu praktikal presentation. Then,pastu tama pengajian kat MUCH ne..balik negeri masing2.Dia balik LUNDU,SARAWAK..Sy pula balik BEAUFORT,SABAH. Xtaw la mcmna nanti tu ar.. anyway,I hope diz relation continue 4eva..^_^
Love u syg...

3 doors down - here without you